Spicy Cracker

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Oh Where the Heck has Spicy Been?
Thursday, March 30, 2006
Yea... I ask myself that too sometimes. Well after my moms visit it became "Spring Break" at the college. I thought I would play catch up but that was a failed attempt at doing any sort of thing.

All of a sudden I'm back in Pre-Calculus thinking .. ."oh man why didn't I do any homework over spring break?" Alas I'm catching up slowly but surely. My college in Florida is giving me greif about not taking a "finishing" class there but how the heck is that possible when I'm 2000 miles away and not by choice. I explained to this lady repeatedly over and over I am "married to the military" I go where they tell me too all I am is Sgt Maj of the house, and if all goes well maybe called Household 6 after a while. Other than that I am a nobody!

So here is my sorta answer she gave me.... "I'll try to see if you can take it on-line and talk to the professor about the 2 days you have to show up being that you are in another state.

Why such a delema? Well it's a 1 credit class that is about 66 bucks and it will cost me about 2500 to take it if I have to drive across country and live in florida for 9 weeks. OMG! Classes end here on May 9 and start in Florida May 11. Driving across TX alone is 859 miles of pure hell.

Florida requires this class so no folks.... it CANNOT be waivered. (I've tried) The crappy part it wasn't a requirement until after I moved away from GA. Oh lets see... 10 months ago or some crap like that. I would've been willing to drive from GA to Florida a couple times a month it was only 5 hours... but nooooooooo. That would've been to easy. So here I am playing the waiting game.... hurry up and wait hurry up and wait.

"By the way the FBI came to my house to check up on my neighbor, thats always a creepy feeling."
posted by Spicy Cracker @ 10:09 AM   0 comments
Friday, March 24, 2006

Man I haven't been around for a while but I'm here!

My mothers visit totatly and completely wore me out. I have some nifty pictures to add and it snowed! On 2 seprate days, aparently this was a freak event here.
posted by Spicy Cracker @ 7:56 AM   0 comments
Tuesday, March 07, 2006
2 hours and counting .. .my mom will be here in no time....

Panic... I feel an overwhelming feeling and I pray everything will work it's self out, it took me moving 2000 miles away to get along with her over the phone after 27 years of being mentally beaten. Now she's on my turf! Bwuahahahhaha! I have been waiting for this moment for a long long time! It's finally here.

All jokes aside.. we're going to have fun if it kills me... (and it just might)

SC
posted by Spicy Cracker @ 9:14 PM   0 comments
Crashed and Burn...
Monday, March 06, 2006
I hit ultimate rock bottom today. PreCalculus test day- I didn't just fail this test I obliterated it. I've hit an all time breaking point where I've realized I have bitten off more than I can chew. What the hell happend? I know what happend, my great underpressure skills ran away from me.

I dig my professor he's a great guy, and to boot he likes me. This is the 2nd Math class I've taken with him and he knows I bust my ass. I walked into his office about to lose my ever loving mind and said..... I'm going to fail and I wanted to warn you - I have no clue what the hell I've been doing the past 8 weeks. He knows I've had to do alot on top of being sick on and off. He's a kind man and understanding. He also has faith in me that I will redeam myself and he'll help me get there. I told him the truth I haven't had the time, the energy or the dedication I did last semester. He liked my honesty... I said I take full responceability for slacking, he appreciated too.

I put my Independant consulting on hold as well today. I don't need the added pressures. My mom is coming into town tomorrow. Pray for me, Pray for a good time and no fighting. My father - in - law has fractured 2 vertibre in his back, I feel for the man he's had it quite rough lately. My husband is holding up well he's a strong man, but I worry about him sometimes, wasn't the same after coming back from Iraq with war and all. What will be will be and he knows I'll be here if he needs me. I used to be really strong I handled everything alone, I mean I got used to it. Some where some how I've gotten soft and have gotten to the point I wanted someone else to deal with the crap and take care of me for a while. That's over. I think the old determind me is on the mend. Day by Day.

I'm exercizing again everyday or at least 5 to 6 days a week. It's made the biggest difference in my attitude. Meditating everyday for at least 10 mins makes a difference too. I'm getting healthy and I can feel it. Thanks for everyones support, I know you don't all comment but I know you're there and if I can make one bit of difference or help someone in any way thats a wonderful thing in it's self.

"One day at a time, No Guilt, Move ON!" www.dwlz.com
posted by Spicy Cracker @ 10:31 PM   0 comments
Reflection
Sunday, March 05, 2006


I thought I'd share this I don't know if you can read the verbage that well it brings good point. All day I hear about how bad war is and how we shouldn't be there and blah blah blah, and thats fine. Soldiers do what they have too so we can too. I live a good life cause my soldier fights for me. (click on picture it makes it bigger)
posted by Spicy Cracker @ 10:01 AM   0 comments
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