Spicy Cracker

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My amazing husband is my life line and no one person will every come between us.
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Under the weather-
Thursday, November 15, 2007
So as one can see I've been in a pretty foul mood lately. Maybe it's because everyone but me is going to be together for the Holidays. Even my husband is going to be with my family. Here I am stuck in BFE with people I'm starting to hate on an everyday basis.

Every Wednesday a few people I know are on a bowling league I go for moral support, and the french fries.. which lately have been sucking ass. The last few times I have been catching a ride to save on gas and blah blah... Last night I was so sick.... beyond anything I've been through lately. One minute I was fine the next minute I was doubled over in pain ... fork piercing pain in my lower stomach. I didn't eat there the week before and I was fine. It's a sign. I hate being alone when I have those pains. It scares the shit out of me, but here I am alone to face it again. Hell my husband used to just stare at me, sometimes it would be nice if I got a ... hey are you OK? Anything I can do?

I hate being so emotional all the time ... but I'm also tired of being scared too. I'm tired of cleaning up his messes. I'm tired of giving up... and that is what it feels like I have done given up on myself. Will it ever come around and break even? I surely hope so and soon.

Later Days
posted by Spicy Cracker @ 11:15 PM  
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