Spicy Cracker

Hello world, I'm here so I'll have to deal with you as much as you have to deal with me.

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I'm a million things, but what I am not is amused.

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My amazing husband is my life line and no one person will every come between us.

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I am not a MOM or an Iguana!

Friday, August 24, 2007

Fun Fact: Did you know Iguana's when threatend will close their eyes as if the threat is no longer there. Kind of like, "my eyes are close and you're not there anymore."

Spicy Fact: I am not an Iguana, however I wish I were, I would lie around with my eyes closed all day everyday, if I could. Warding off evilness whenever possible.

Then here is reality-

For about 20 days I have had custody of my friends children. Fortunately they are exceptionally good children but annoy the flip out of me. I'm beginning to realize it takes very little to annoy me though.

People suck. People lie and suck. People cheat, lie and suck. Did I mention people suck? So Mr. Wannabe cassinova that was at my house was caught in a hugh lie. Guess who's still married?... Ding Ding Ding... Johnny tell the nice people what they have won!!!! It's one thing to be married and creaping around, be honest about it. Don't make up lies you're going to be caught in. It's another thing to tell people you're divorced and trying to hook up with my friends. Through the power of friends and m y s p a c e.... (you go Tom, turn the world into stalkers) people are getting busted left and right.

I have to wonder what really goes through peoples minds. I've been really ill for weeks I've finally been able to sit up again and be a part of society get back into workout mode. All I can think about is my husband and wishing he was here. However there are days I think we're going to out grow each other and we'll walk away from our marriage as strangers. Being apart has made both of us so independant that there wont be a need for the other one anymore, living 2 seprate lives other than to handle finances that's pretty much all there is. Don't get me wrong I love him with all of my being but sometimes love just isn't enough anymore.

Maybe I'm turning into an Type A personality/sexual. My hermit self that likes being alone.
I do have a goal. I want to learn to play darts. I don't know why, it's like my need to want to own a weapon of my own and fire it often. Maybe as an anniversary present to myself.

Don't mind my babbleling.

Just dumping stuff out of my head.

Later Days-

posted by Spicy Cracker @ 11:07 AM

2 Comments:

At 2:28 PM, September 02, 2007, Nicki said…

I worry that I've gotten so used to being alone that I won't be able to sacrifice when the Right One comes along.

I'm in your corner, hoping the marriage works.
At 10:15 PM, September 02, 2007, Spicy Cracker said…

Thanks me too....