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First Day, Music and Tot Toss Part Duex

Tuesday, January 09, 2007

So today was the first day of class, oddly enough it went very well. The professor seems to have a passion for his subject and has quite the sunny disposition. (Yay for me.)
There are only about 12 of us, not a single person I’ve ever seen before. I like meeting new people, maybe this will be over all a fun time. I really hope so being I have buy a flash light with a red filter, and a pair of binoculars.

(I feel like a creepo going into a store looking for these items. I mean seriously, all I need is some rope a small pocket knife and some duct tape, and I look like criminal or… I could be having a really good time. Go figure.)

On to my 2nd thoughts of the day/night, I’ve been thinking a lot of my past, all the clubs, raves, concerts and parting all night. All the people that I have met, and how music had a way of defining where we are in our lives at that very moment. Lately I’ve been just finding a ton of stuff on MySpace that reminded me of those time. Times in past relationships, and / or situations.

Like the current song I have on my page now. “I saw you dancing” by Yakida. I remember being 19 and in a club in Orlando, that song came on, it’s about seeing the hottest guy on the dance floor and wishing you were with him, for a minute life will never been the same again. A quick 3 minute fantasy until the next song came on. For years every time I’ve heard this song it brought me back to a happier time.

“Don’t turn around”, by Ace of Base has some meaning for me as well. I remember a boyfriend leaving, that last kiss good-bye and having the feeling that it was over right then. Even though it was one of those, “I’ll wait for you…” romances that just didn’t pan out. Spring of 1994.

The many years of angry music, and moshing around jumping up and down, being a scene kid. Reminds me of a God Smack Concert down in Ybor city I went to with the ex-roomie and actually saw a guy in a crowd of hundreds of people that I barely knew and hung out for a bit. Oh Josh… sweet, sweet, non-dickhead Josh. Now not so non-Dickish…

Anyway what I was getting at is so many little things shape our lives. They give us little lessons that we can either choose to listen to or disregard. At 16 I knew everything, most of my friends did, now I realize I was an idiot like every other teenager and I’m surprised I didn’t get myself killed… what a wild ride. I love who I am, I have come so far. Sure I have had my fair share of mishaps and bad relationships but they all taught me how to finally get what I want out of life.

Myspace was just one more thing to waste time in the beginning, it has actually done me one better, it helped me receive closure on a piece of my life that I didn’t realize I was still holding on too, and in the mean time I found peace, and made a really good beginning to what I hope will be a great friendship. Thanks….

So now what you’ve all been waiting for… Tots Part Duex

So I’m outside waiting for class to start. It’s chilly, about 38 degrees, I over heard someone talking about a trip to wally world they made last week. My ears perk up. I move a little closer. I peek around the corner… OH MY GOD… it can’t be. Yep, my young punk, he starts talking about how when he came out of the store his truck was “infested” with birds, and it was a mess. He didn’t mention anything about tator tots so I’m assuming at this point the evidence was consumed. He said that he opened his door and slammed it into another vehicle and was embarrassed when he realized someone was still in there. ( I hear no remorse in his voice.) So he just walked off, the guy he talked so asked him if he said anything to the person he hit, he said no, it’s not like he was going to pay for it anyway and just walked off. Which in point the guy said, “man that is why shit happens to you, I bet if you said sorry you wouldn’t have had birds in your truck crapping all over the place.” I guess he didn’t get it. At that point I didn’t want to be late for class, and no he was not in my class… Thank God. I wish I would’ve been able to stick around for 5 more minutes, but I still have a smile on my face.

Later Days ~

posted by Spicy Cracker @ 12:38 AM

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